I just dropped a class.

*sigh* I had an 85 average in it... i.e. 97 to get an A? and it was a choice between getting a B or having only 3 classes this semster. To be fair the reason why I chose to drop it wasn't because of that. It was more because I just couldn't see myself getting the energy to work insanely for the final and it would have been work insanely because i haven't attended half the classes due to interviews.

I think I'm just so mentally and emotionally worn out that I can't do this anymore. This semester just needs to end.

But yeah. So this evening finds me feeling a little like I wasted all this time this semester putting in so much effort for this class for nothing, a little drained, a little diappointed in myself for what feels like taking the easy way out although it really isn't, and a lot schizophrenic :-p

It's also been drizzling continuously for the past several days.. which makes it very depressing and very tiring. I haven't been able to do much work just because I feel so tired. i need a vacation

sooo sooo tired.
finished the last of my interviews today.
I stayed at the ritz carlton last night and they upgraded me to a suite :-p that room was bigger than my apartment in Japan.

Other interesting points this week:
having a hundred dollar per person dinner (and no I did not pay).
I also got an invitation to the office christmas party... as you can tell the dinner and party are for the outstanding offer. They're really really nice.

sooo braindead.
*sigh* have a 15 page paper due monday but think I'm going to eat pizza, relax and sleep early instead.