just came back from swing.. ended up saying something that was really mean to sinch. I guess i didn't mean to but it slipped out before I thought about it. I know it was mostly because of what he said earlier and that he didn't mean it that way.. and so I shouldn't have let it get to me. *sigh* come to think of it it is kind of ego of me to have such high standards for myself huh? *sigh*