So i'm unreachable and going to be unreachable at least another week :-p... Actually I'm staying at Anne's and am only online now because I'm using the computer lab..

Saw two plays this week which are actually rather good. I think I miss being part of a production. Feeling like a gear in a machine and making something, making something work that is more than just what we put into it and somehow greater than ourselves. Persistance of vision. That was a line in the play I just came home from tonight. I think once upon a time, before I became a rootless dreamless creature to be blown about by the winds of fortune, or in my case, the winds of whatever creates fortune, I had that kind of a vision. Once upon a time, i had that kind of a vision about everything. Whatever I believed, I believed with a passion.

I suppose it's better really... to Not have the persistance of vision, in any case it's more comfortable, more practical, and infinitely more profitable. Sometimes, I still wish i believed in something, religion, academics, poetry, theatre.. just something. anything really. I guess that's why I drew the hanged man the other day which is a whole other story for another day and a different post.