I'm like a time bomb just waiting to go off. I thought i was better. I thought i'm finally okay now. and then the slightest touch and I'm ready to go off again. What's going on. honestly i don't know. I am just seriously really bad. the only thing I can do now the only thing I have to do. is to channel everything into work. I can't afford to let this semester slip I really can't. I really don't knwo what's going on.